I have decided to go on our trip with Matt. I have weighed out the pros and cons for a few weeks now (I know, I have been very stressed about leaving Olivia) Here is what I have come up with
Pros:
1. Get away
2. Spend quality time with Matt
3. See another city/state I've not been to
4. See a lot of good friends who have moved away
5. Sleep in!!!!
6. Go shopping
7. See Brown University
8. Get a pedicure and manicure on Friday (whew hew!)
9. Will be so excited to see Olivia when we come home
10. Go to a wedding
Cons:
1. Miss Olivia
2. Miss Olivia
3. Worry about Olivia
4. Worry about Olivia
5. Miss Olivia
6. Miss Olivia
7. Miss Olivia
8. Miss Huck
9. Worry about Olivia
10. Worry about Olivia
I know Olivia will be in good hands with my mom and dad watching her. I truly think its going to be harder on me. The worst is going to be the actual leaving. We are going to Indy tonight after she falls asleep. Oh please pray for me.
I have been busy all day getting the house together, instructions for my parents, running to Wal Mart and Walgreens and trying to spend most of my time playing with Olivia. I am going to miss her so much and I hope the weekend goes fast. As much as I know my parents will take good care of her, its still hard knowing someone will be doing all the things I do for her. They won't do it the same as me which is hard for me to think about. UGH! Am I making the right decision in going? I don't know. I am in a lose lose situation. I guess I will go and make the best of it. Well, if I am blogging tomorrow you'll know I changed my mind. Otherwise I will catch up on all your lives on Monday and I will post all about our weekend. Have a good one!!!
3 comments:
You'll do fine! Just know that the first day will be the hardest for you and then after that you will be fine!!
Have a great time!!
Good Luck! It will be good for both of you, it just won't feel that way. Have fun!! Can't wait to hear all about it on Monday!!
have fun. we will see you when you return
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